LifE sUx MaN...

Ughh...i am back with anger as well as disappointment...
ahh....IT IS CHOIR WHICH MAKE ME SO NERVOUS!!!!
every time audition, audition and more audition...
the worst thing is that i cant get in...
i tried my best,but,still cant get in...
i'm already sec 4 yet i couldnt get in...
it is the last year already...
y cant they let me have a good memories for secondary skl life???????
after audition,those who cant get in will have to sit at the back listening to those who can get in to SYF...
it is a waste of time sitting there doing nothing...
when u cant get in,friends around u will keep asking y u nv join....
so much pressure!!!pressure,pressure and more pressure....
wat should i do???God,pls help me!!!!
i'm so tired!!!have to worry abt studies,health,money and now choir...
i going to be mad....y so stress????
sec four life sux man....how i wish i can leave skl faster.....
but after leavin skl,wat should i do?????
haiz.....life is full of agony for me!!!!
just hope and wish that next tue audition can get in!!!
it is the last time already.....ahhh....
if cant get in,i will be damn disappointed man...
after all the practices and hard work i have done,have all gone down the drain!!!!
if in the first place i noe that i cant get into SYF,i wun work so hard...
but thinking it twice,it could be god giving me this experience to be humble to myself...
who knows??? life is unpredictable....haaaa.....